My Botox Experiment

Summer_2012

Pinch, poke, ow. Poke. Ow. “All done!”

In the summer of 2012 I got my first Botox injections.  In a matter of minutes around 150 units were now semi-permanently under my skin. My headache specialist said it could take 4-6 weeks to feel any effects. And after that, if I didn’t feel any benefit, I could still see improvement in the second or third round.

I left the office that day, fingers crossed.

The migraines persisted, and we made some medication adjustments. But by the second round I was feeling relief. I still don’t know if those improvements were more due to the medication adjustments or the Botox. I do know that Botox lowered my pain levels of many attacks. Slowly I began reclaiming my life and my health.

Fall_2013

In the fall of 2013 I moved and found a new headache specialist in my new area. I explained that after a year of receiving Botox I had gradually seen improvement. So I asked about stopping Botox. I didn’t want to take a medication if I no longer needed it, and was concerned about the possibility of long-term side effects.

As a patient, I have found slim resources on how long someone should receive Botox for chronic migraine or how a patient knows if they still need the injections. One source, a FAQ published by the American Headache Society, states: “In clinical practice, it appears that some patients receiving Botox-A will improve to the point where injection therapy may be discontinued without relapse to chronic migraine, but as yet, we lack the means to identify those patients in advance.”1 Though I was partially flying blind, my instincts told me I might be one of those patients. When looking back at a list of old challenges I could tell that I was improving.

Luckily my headache specialist seemed experienced with my question. She suggested that in 2014 I start extending my treatments from every three months to every four months. I would keep a headache diary, and the majority of the responsibility was on me to tell her how I was doing.

Poke. Pinch. “Keep in touch.”

Spring_2014

Spring 2014—On the first try I was doing great until the last two weeks before I was scheduled to get Botox—I started getting more frequent and severe attacks. By the time I was sitting in the chair in my doctor’s office, I was more than ready for the injections.

We kept on the 4 month schedule all year and the next two rounds went fine.

Poke. Pinch. Wait…

Poke. Ow. Wait…

 

Winter_2014

In December 2014 we reviewed my headache diary. Despite the initial hiccup, my frequency and severity was lower and I was less susceptible to triggers. She said to me: “We’ve converted you from episodic to chronic!”

We planned to extend the treatments to every 5 months, and despite my impatience I agreed.

Wait… Wait….

Spring_2015

At the 5-month mark I emailed my doctor telling her I averaged 2 attacks per month. I asked for the ultimate test—to extend the injections three more months (so 8 months total) to give it time to wear off completely. She agreed, and told me she was glad I was doing so well.

Summer_2015

Close to the 7-month mark I started to feel the Botox wear off. My migraines were slightly more frequent (about 3-4 a month) and more painful. However, I was nowhere near the level I was before I started receiving Botox. It was more like my migraine frequency and severity before becoming chronic. Except now I had access to abortive medications and a toolkit to help me stay feeling better.

No more waiting, I decided. I’m done.

I asked my doctor if we could cancel my scheduled injections indefinitely. She agreed, and now I am going on 8 months Botox free. The other day my husband saw my forehead wrinkle up with a laugh for the first time in three years. He kissed my forehead.

I smiled.

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