I can't cope
My chronic migraines are getting to much for me to handle lately. I just can't cope with it all, trying to hold down a job that I love but constantly ringing in sick and feeling guilty for being off again. The support I get from my parents isn't brilliant when I do have a migraine attack the postdrome stage completely wipes me off my feet for days, I feel dizzy, weak, drained, irritable, in pain and depressed and they just don't understand how it makes me feel baring in mind they have seen me have many migraine attacks over the last 10 years and should know the process by now. Instead of resting through the postdrome stage they make me feel so on edge that I'm just lying around. I have tried explaining to them the seriousness of migraines and how low it is making me, I even told them I nearly self harmed to that I got 'well isn't that stupid'. I feel like I'm fighting this battle on my own, I don't know what to do with myself, I feel like I just want to run away or fall asleep and never wake up again so I don't have to deal with all this I'm only 22 and I can't see any other way. I know thats the easy way out to just give up but I'm tired of fighting this battle, I'm getting so many bad thoughts in my head. I just can't cope
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