Reluctant Pain Warrior
Did I die and not remember?
Am I in an endless hell loop?
Hope and happiness have deserted me
Oh how I want to be free
How I need to be free
Wrestling daily with ending the pain;
inflict so much sadness and trauma on my family - just to get relief?
But I’m not sure if I can do this indefinitely
Am I being punished for some sin? I’m truly sorry
I don’t ask for much
yet relief is tragically elusive
I’d pay any price to be free of this burden. But relief is not for sale. Not to me.
Even the strongest, bravest warrior knows when to wave the white flag
But no one sees mine
So I must become a Pain Warrior out of love and to ensure the future health and happiness of my family; therefore I AM now a Reluctant Pain Warrior.
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