Migraine = Divorce

Good Morning,

I've had migraine for about 10 years now. I am 61, my husband 65. As we all know, people with migraine are not the most "fun" people in the world. I could go on and on about that, but to cut to the chase, my husband took up cocaine for "fun", and says he wants a divorce because I am no "fun" because of my migraines, and went lashing on with verbal abuse. Mind you, this is a man that I can't get to go for a walk because his legs are too tired after working all day (so maybe I should take up cocaine because it's no "fun" to walk by myself). What if he got hurt working - lost a limb, had a heart attack and was immobile...would he be much fun. No, but I'd stick by his side. I'm just so sad that it is not reciprocal. He is I'm just very depressed, and given that my husband is actually procuring the drugs from our son, I'm in a very dark place. What father encourages their son's drug habit. Our other son is an alcoholic, trying very hard, but my husbands binges triggered him, after a year of sobriety. So I'm reaching out so I don't kill myself. I have two daughters that are helpful, but how can this all get sorted out, much less with migraine on top of it. I babysit fulltime for my daughter, she has me on nanny cam, so I can't "talk" to anyone. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you. -Lisa