I've posted on here before with limited responses but I am truly desperate. I've tried calling suicide hotlines, connecting to chats for support and I need someone to talk to. I've already nearly broken my hand from hitting the wall in a fit of rage caused by a fight that was sparked about money and my inability to communicate to my boyfriend during a migraine. My professional life is on the rocks and I cant handle it anymore.
I've tried every preventative when I had insurance and am so desperate for any relief from my physical & mental pain, I've started drinking heavily. I have no other way to cope. Every day is pain, anxiety and depression. I'm only 28 and have to convince myself not to hurt myself. Im in so much pain, I just want someone to talk to. I cant trust myself and my boyfriend just doesn't get it.