Hello! I'm sorry for such a long post, but I'm in need of some advice...and maybe a sounding board of others that understand what I'm going through. 😀
I have been taking Zonegran (Zonisamide) for almost a year now. I tapered up from 100mg to 300mg daily over the course of the first few months of taking it.
After a little while I started noticing some significant cognitive side effects. I'm having some pretty extreme short term memory loss. For instance today at work I was trying to recall things that happened last week and the entire week is a complete blur. It is so embarrassing and it's affecting my job performance.
I am also losing words daily. I find that almost every conversation I have I am struggling for words...normal, every day words. It makes me feel like I'm crazy...like my co-workers think I have no idea what I'm talking about or that I'm dumb because I can't articulate what I'm trying to say or describe. It mostly bothers me when it comes to work because I work in an extremely professional position at the corporate level in a very large organization. Everybody I work with is extremely smart. They are doctors, executives, VPs, Presidents of their companies...and here I can't even spit out a simple sentence when I'm talking to them. Very embarrassing.
I'm also really struggling with mental delays, concentration issues (even though I take Adderoll as I am slightly ADD anyway, but this is far beyond that), sharpness/alertness, and extremely overwhelming fatigue (probably mostly due to my Chronic Fatigue Syndrome but definitely exacerbated).
So...I brought up these issues to my neuro about 5 months ago and he advised I decrease my dose to 200mg. I'm not sure if anything has really improved. If it has, it's not much.
These issues are completely taking hold of my life. It's to the point where I'm almost afraid to speak up about anything at work now. I feel like this medicine has made me dumb!!
Also, I'm taking Ambien and having a very hard time figuring out if that could be causing some of these issues as well. I've been on 10mg Ambien every night for about 2 years now for my extreme insomnia. When I brought up concerns with using it long-term my doctor said it wasn't an issue. However, "Dr. Google" seems to disagr ee. I'm not sure who to believe, or if this is contributing to my issues.
I hate to discontinue the Zonegran and go back to daily headaches & migraines, but I don't think I can live like this either. Constant pain or constantly losing memories and words and feeling dumb? Its so frustrating!!
Any advice or past experiences from my fellow migraineurs?
If you made it all the way through my post, THANK YOU. This is actually my first ever post. I have nobody to talk to that would understand ANY of this. Unless you've been there, unfortunately you just don't fully understand. 🙁