My Bubble Burst Today

By mysticlyon

2 min read

I don't know if you know me, my name is Susan. Last June 7th, I lost my best friend and found a new life through my sisters. My migraines were not enough to put me out until today.

My migraine got worse

It started when I went to see my sis. I felt outside myself and just thought, oh gee... migraine. Well, I got up this morning and had trouble focusing and walking. I also have vertigo. Anyway, the next thing I knew was the aura, which I haven't had for almost 4 or 5 years. It took me by completely by surprise and I was trying not to let my anxiety attacks get in on this. I still don't have a doctor, so I went to bed and prayed. It brought back so many memories. I was so scared, then my son came in and chatted. Then my sis and my granddaughter, and I was still in bed.

Will this migraine pain and grief continue?

This started at 10 this morning and at 5 I decided to try and get up because I had not eaten. Now my mind is saying it will happen again tomorrow and what will I do? It was the first time in my life that I was driving, grocery shopping, feeling so very normal. Remember - I said most of my migraines, even what I call the barfy ones I was dealing with, but this has shaken me really bad. I will call my doctor tomorrow.

Navigating migraine pain and grief

I have a pain and the doctor said that he could give me small needles on my head. Has anyone ever heard of this? A while back we found out why I started having migraines. It was from an accident I had in my late 20s, so he has given me beta blockers in my lower right side of my back. It made me feel weird not to mention how hurtful. If someone ever got needles somewhere on your head please let me know because now I'm so afraid of everything coming back... I miss my best friend, especially at night. I hate living alone .. I guess I should have not been gone from here for so long. I never realized how long it has been, apologies... Your friend Susan

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NWSUNRISE Member
To MysticLyon: You mention your doctor wanting to put tiny needles in your head and you ask if anyone has heard of this….YES. I can personally think of two treatments involving tiny needles that I have tried. The first was acupuncture, which was not successful for me. The second was Botox injections in the head which were successful. I’m sorry to say however, that nothing has been a permanent solution so far. Right now I take Qulipta at bedtime and I have very few breakthrough migraines! Since I had been accustomed to having daily migraines for many years, this is a welcome relief. I wish you well.
1. Alene L. Brennan, RYT Moderator & Contributor
 <inline-mention username="NWSUNRISE" user-id="8899024"/> thanks for joining the conversations and sharing these two great examples of when someone get needles. It's also good to hear that you've found the most relief from. It's true even if we can get a little break, it's a big win! If anyone is interested in learning more about botox, here's a great article. https://migraine.com/migraine-treatment/botox And here's an article on acupuncture. https://migraine.com/complementary-and-alternative-therapies/acupuncture Best Alene, <a href='https://migraine.com' target='_blank'>Migraine.com</a> Team Member
Cheryl Picerno Moderator
<inline-mention username="mysticlyon" user-id="3815442"/> Susan, it's scary when you are hit with a surprise attack coupled with anxiety. I have always found spending time in prayer helpful, and I use it to reinforce CBT techniques I've learned over time. Positive self-talk and prayer are my go-to when I'm experiencing a migraine attack. I'm glad you have plans to meet with your doctor. While I have not personally experienced the use of needles in my head, my husband has undergone several procedures. I've been with him for all of them. He had Botox, trigger point injections, acupuncture/dry needling, and occipital nerve blocks for his migraines. Unfortunately, he has not had any lasting effects from any of them, but everyone is different. Here is a link that explains dry needling very well. https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/treatments/16542-dry-needling I'm glad you have your family's support to help you through this setback. You may feel like you're going backward but don't lose hope. There are better days ahead of you! We are here for you, Susan. Warmly, Cheryl <a href='https://migraine.com' target='_blank'>migraine.com</a> team
Rebecca C Moderator
<inline-mention username="mysticlyon" user-id="3815442"/> - Susan, it sounds like you've been through so much lately, and my heart truly goes out to you. Losing your best friend is an immense loss, and I'm glad to hear that your sisters and children have been a source of support and comfort during this difficult time. Living with chronic migraines and grief can feel isolating, especially when you're alone at night with your thoughts. Remember that it's okay to reach out for help and lean on your support network during these times. You're incredibly strong for enduring everything you've been through; though it feels like an uphill battle. I'm glad you are here to find support and empathy however possible. We are here to support you. Know you are not alone. Take care, Susan, and know that brighter days are ahead, even amidst the darkness. Warm regards, Rebecca (team member)
mysticlyon Member
<inline-mention username="Rebecca C" user-id="3677527"/> thank you so much for the uplifting words I think because I was finally doing stuff and dealing with the migraines I had I forgot how bad the others were not sure what brought that one on I was stressed and the weather here has been crazy but I will not let this pull me back I don't agree about needles in my head so I will deal with the reminder and move on hopefully and pray I don't get another one at least until I have dealt with this one.. And keep reminding myself that others have it so much worse I will keep in touch and am so happy to have you all in my life..always praying for all of you .. Susan
1. Rebecca C Moderator
 <inline-mention username="mysticlyon" user-id="3815442"/> Im so glad to see you've come back and added to our conversation. Remember, you're navigating through a challenging time. Migraines can often be triggered by various factors, including stress and changes in weather, and it can be frustrating when they strike unexpectedly. However, your positive attitude and commitment to not letting migraines hold you back are truly inspiring. I hope you can prioritize self-care and listen to your body's signals during these times. Needles - many in our community have communicated their dislike for treatments that use needles. It's more common than most think. I agree that if this type of treatment is causing more distress than should be, pass and see what other options are available to you. I do hope your current migraine begins to resolve. How are you feeling today? Have you been able to pamper yourself and get some relaxation? Please remember - Many people experience migraines with varying degrees of severity, and it's natural to compare our experiences to others'. However, it's important to remember that your pain and discomfort are VALID regardless of how they compare to others'. Each person's experience with migraines is unique, and what matters most is finding ways to manage and alleviate your symptoms. We are here to support you through the tough times. Thoughtfully, Rebecca (Team member)
lisalisa53 Member
I have had acupuncture for migraines. It was pretty effective. But the gentleman did not take insurance. And it got to the point that I couldn't afford it. I hope this needle thing works for you!!
1. Alene L. Brennan, RYT Moderator & Contributor
 <inline-mention username="lisalisa53" user-id="3807584"/> Thanks for sharing your experience. It's always helpful to hear what works for each of us. That is disappointing though to have found something that is cost-prohibitive. I've had acupuncture myself and while I got good results too, I did find it to be expensive. I started to look for some alternatives and found one practice that offered "community acupuncture." I don't know if that's a common practice but basically she treated several of us in the same room - it was a spacious room so you really didn't notice other people being in there - but because she was treating several people at once she offered it at a reduced rate. Some places also have sliding scale options. So, it might take a little extra legwork in the beginning, but you may get lucky and find an affordable option. There are also acupressure mats that may be offered through insurance or at least through a flex spending card. I'm just sharing in hopes that one option might be of help to you. Best Alene, <a href='https://migraine.com' target='_blank'>Migraine.com</a> Team Member