I'm a guy, 36 years old, and suffering from migraines since I was 12. In the beginning, I had them only once a year. But lately I've got a lot of migraines during the last several months. Sometimes 2 times a week, and it's really killing me. My social life is also starting to suffer, I've got to cancel appointments, calling in sick from work etc. I'm trying to maintain a healty lifestyle, sports, eating healthy, drinking 2 liters water every day, alcohol only in the weekend (2/3 beers).
But still the attacks occur more and more frequently. When I do have an attack, I feel really hopeless and even starting to think about suicide, because I really wanting the pain and suffering to stop. And I really feel people (friends, familly, co-workers) don't understand what I've going through.
Anyone else has this feeling of losing hope and getting those dark thoughts running through their mind?