a pain-free version

as a lay in bed suffering through yet another morning migraine episode I stare at the familiar lifeless objects around my dark bedroom.

I wonder if there is a pain-free version of me living in an alternate universe. another timeline running, which started at a point in my history before the predisposition or beginning of migraines in my life. In that timeline I envision a pain-free, confident, productive, uninhibited, social and professional thriving ersion of me.

Buy I am stuck in this one.