First of all, I want to apologize that you wrote for over an hour and that content disappeared. I understand how annoying that must have been! I’m sorry to hear how painful these migraines can get. I can hear from your words how draining it all can feel, and I can’t imagine what it is like to go through what you are going through. I think it’s understandable that you feel you should have never been born, and I know that many people experience thoughts like these when their migraines are severe, and they wish for their pain to end. Migraine takes a toll with the pain, isolation, and inability to find helpful treatments. We have several articles about migraine and mental health you might find resonate with your experience: https://migraine.com/migraine-effect-on-mental-health Please know we are here to listen anytime you need support or a place to vent. In this community, you are among those who understand and empathize with the challenges of life with migraine. You are not alone. I'll also direct message you to see if there's anything else we can provide. Wishing you a gentle day. - Kaitlyn (Team Member)